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ceruleania
moves herself about her fists
27 October 2008 @ 07:38 pm
Boo
I still write with quills
Crash. Bang. Something to show the world. I remember fall last year so crisply. Crisp air and leaves and my heart too, before it, and I, understood.
Did fall come a month later this year? Is this symbolic? Of what I wonder?
I want to have great self confidence...so I can sing and dance horribly in front of other people and not care when their faces squint in humor. "Whatever" can be my new word. Not "whatever" to poverty, to strife, to peril...but "whatever" to the faces of adversary.
::: I MIGHT GO TO EUROPE :::
.I can feel my ancestors calling.
& one more thing...what the fuck, I've come this far and I still wonder why xxx hasn't called me back, written me back, etc.
Is that a female thing? We have enough curses, I thought!
I still write with quills
Crash. Bang. Something to show the world. I remember fall last year so crisply. Crisp air and leaves and my heart too, before it, and I, understood.
Did fall come a month later this year? Is this symbolic? Of what I wonder?
I want to have great self confidence...so I can sing and dance horribly in front of other people and not care when their faces squint in humor. "Whatever" can be my new word. Not "whatever" to poverty, to strife, to peril...but "whatever" to the faces of adversary.
::: I MIGHT GO TO EUROPE :::
.I can feel my ancestors calling.
& one more thing...what the fuck, I've come this far and I still wonder why xxx hasn't called me back, written me back, etc.
Is that a female thing? We have enough curses, I thought!
Current Location: wonderful desk
Current Music: hum hum
16 September 2008 @ 12:16 am
I love being young with a heart to share.
Driving in your car with the music up loud makes me forget everything that is poor and lonely.
Driving in your car with the music up loud makes me forget everything that is poor and lonely.
Current Music: MGMT, Miaou
01 September 2008 @ 12:57 am
Saul Williams
Captain Falcon
Horseshoe backpockets
Boys with ironic glasses
Goosebump pillow
Acid wash jeans
Down to earth girls
the cutthroat life of a commission seller
Castle Crashers
SSBB at 3am with complete strangers
Forgetting for a moment
Driving 70 to make curfew
Feathers and insence.
Can you touch me now?
Go on, do your thing.
Captain Falcon
Horseshoe backpockets
Boys with ironic glasses
Goosebump pillow
Acid wash jeans
Down to earth girls
the cutthroat life of a commission seller
Castle Crashers
SSBB at 3am with complete strangers
Forgetting for a moment
Driving 70 to make curfew
Feathers and insence.
Can you touch me now?
Go on, do your thing.
26 July 2008 @ 12:20 am
Listening to teenage music in the middle of night
Yelling "Hummingbirds! HUMMINGBIRDS!" at teenage idols
Obscure new friends
Vietnam war documentaries in the background while... (I'm not telling!!!11)
Betsy Johnson lingerie
Scream Louder Now
High-waisted school girl skirts (sophisticated)
You are a bad influence, but I don't care
Steve Maddens
Making music with Gameboys
Are you Smarter than a Fifth Grader?
Clapping and jumping up and down
Black/grey smoke kittens named Bobby and Jack
Apologies
Driving fast with music blaring (a hobby that makes its way to every entry)
Progress
I love luxury
What the hell is going on?!?!
Today my outfit was themed with peacocks (shirt and bangle) and butterflies (shoes and earrings).
Yelling "Hummingbirds! HUMMINGBIRDS!" at teenage idols
Obscure new friends
Vietnam war documentaries in the background while... (I'm not telling!!!11)
Betsy Johnson lingerie
Scream Louder Now
High-waisted school girl skirts (sophisticated)
You are a bad influence, but I don't care
Steve Maddens
Making music with Gameboys
Are you Smarter than a Fifth Grader?
Clapping and jumping up and down
Black/grey smoke kittens named Bobby and Jack
Apologies
Driving fast with music blaring (a hobby that makes its way to every entry)
Progress
I love luxury
What the hell is going on?!?!
Today my outfit was themed with peacocks (shirt and bangle) and butterflies (shoes and earrings).
Current Music: Taking Back Sunday
07 July 2008 @ 02:09 am
This quote makes me feel so incredibly happy and safe.
My first day was amazing. I won't let anyone tell me anything different.
"haters"
lovers
"If you believe you'reI like that the blinking text bar turns the color that you're typing in.
a poet, then you're saved."
~ Gregory Corso
My first day was amazing. I won't let anyone tell me anything different.
lovers
Current Mood: sanguine
Current Music: Lycanthropy
01 July 2008 @ 11:14 pm
this is mostly fictional
photo by Daniel Jackson, found at foto_decadent
"You look familiar..."
So many beautiful, unique people...my heels pound the floor and my heart pounds harder.
photo by Daniel Jackson, found at foto_decadent
"Do the charcoal stains ever completely wash away?" she asked, looking over to him from her position by the window.I did my hair like the hardcore girl in the current SS08 Guess ads...and looking in the mirror, I say, as Martha would, "It's a Good Thing".
He hadn't moved from his current position for hours...awkwardly perched on the three-legged stool, his 6'3" frame hunched before a canvas. Though, when she spoke, he looked up, broken from a dark, dusty trance. He thought for a moment before answering, "Only when you don't want them to." Pushing back his thick, black frames to position on the bridge of his large nose, he returned to his cartoon like position.
She was left puzzled by this mysterious answer from this faraway boy with naturally rebellious hair and gawky physique, but indeed as she washed he hands in the artroom sink, no matter with how much soap, her tiny paws remained stained. Black spiderwebs of charcoal sunk deep into the lines of her palms, a constant reminder of what she had yet to do.
"You look familiar..."
So many beautiful, unique people...my heels pound the floor and my heart pounds harder.
Current Music: chiptune eargasm
29 June 2008 @ 10:37 pm
Against all odds
Inside it twists and turns
taciturn. She anticipates-
Seductively inebriate.
Destroyer of men:
is the fear of opening the window
Current Music: industrial sweat defined by cello backbeats
27 June 2008 @ 10:21 pm
I have never had so many awkward encounters, days or moments in my life. Actually, I've had one amazingly awkward encounter a few seasons ago...but I mean, consecutive awkward encounters. The past two months have been full of them. I'm starting to get used to the awkward. (I'm lying) How can you? Is this what growing up is like?
My hair has never looked so good
I'm in student council
My sense of direction is becoming stellar in my book
it aches less, but it still aches. Always will.
I'm going to make sick money and spend it wisely
I'm going to party (?????)
Wall of random:
Organic chocolate syrup
mango lemonade
two middle names
Motorcycle&Kitty
white v-neck t-shirts
Or was that a stupid question?
Sweet Asian man and his daughter
"Little bit"
Bashing white sepremesists (they disgust me)
thank you notes
driving driving driving
eco warriorism
html, blind from it
butterfly cutouts
being a good girl
planning a trip to the Galopagos
THEY DID "IT" IN THERE? Ew...I watched SPIDERMAN in there.
Martha Stewart craft specials
Games with brother
Halo parties
Wolves befriending humans; still wild
the relief in talking like a girl with a gay guy
My skin calms
I can speak another language now everyone! Haben sie einen kuss fuer mich? Oder velliecht nur eine Katze? Drei millionen Katzen sind sehr besser.
"You're eighteen?...woah"
I want to make amends...................
live and breathe
My hair has never looked so good
I'm in student council
My sense of direction is becoming stellar in my book
it aches less, but it still aches. Always will.
I'm going to make sick money and spend it wisely
I'm going to party (?????)
Wall of random:
Organic chocolate syrup
mango lemonade
two middle names
Motorcycle&Kitty
white v-neck t-shirts
Or was that a stupid question?
Sweet Asian man and his daughter
"Little bit"
Bashing white sepremesists (they disgust me)
thank you notes
driving driving driving
eco warriorism
html, blind from it
butterfly cutouts
being a good girl
planning a trip to the Galopagos
THEY DID "IT" IN THERE? Ew...I watched SPIDERMAN in there.
Martha Stewart craft specials
Games with brother
Halo parties
Wolves befriending humans; still wild
the relief in talking like a girl with a gay guy
My skin calms
I can speak another language now everyone! Haben sie einen kuss fuer mich? Oder velliecht nur eine Katze? Drei millionen Katzen sind sehr besser.
"You're eighteen?...woah"
I want to make amends...................
live and breathe
Current Music: bands from Everett, WA
11 May 2008 @ 10:29 pm
It must be safe when it's on TV
I raise my hands to heaven of curiosity
I don't know what to ask for
What has it got for me?
The others say we're hiding
It's as forward as can be
Some things I do for money
Some things I do for free
Current Location: no
Current Music: The world sings late at night when all else is asleep
02 May 2008 @ 09:49 pm
I'm surprised by the fact that my heart is still beating
Yet
I walk with the confidence of a thousand wild horses
My hair whipping in the wind
Look at me
Yet
I walk with the confidence of a thousand wild horses
My hair whipping in the wind
Look at me
Current Music: orkestren
12 April 2008 @ 10:31 pm
I felt so at home in the city
I saw the Dalai Lama
I looked good in orange
I went backstage
I was spontaneously blessed by many people
I had one of those miraculous moments where it feels like you're in a movie
I was accepted
I accepted
I gave seeds of compassion
I had impromptu coffee with a dancer and 7-8 other people from various stories and shades
My hair went wild
I felt like a kid
but I still cried
but I felt free
I saw the Dalai Lama
I looked good in orange
I went backstage
I was spontaneously blessed by many people
I had one of those miraculous moments where it feels like you're in a movie
I was accepted
I accepted
I gave seeds of compassion
I had impromptu coffee with a dancer and 7-8 other people from various stories and shades
My hair went wild
I felt like a kid
but I still cried
but I felt free
13 March 2008 @ 07:41 pm
Regret, heartsickness, reminisce, constantly pushing to be optimistic.
Time heals all wounds.
PS: Let it heal our gap.
Time heals all wounds.
PS: Let it heal our gap.
12 February 2008 @ 10:11 am
Cats are as cats are
drinking cream with cream
wish I could be a cat
life would be a dream
The art and science classes coincide in the same building, working together among industrial architecture and full-view windows. I'm realizing that everything can reside peacefully with everything else, as long as no harm is intended. Religion and science, mythos and logos. Happy and sad. Black and white. At least, that's how it should be...it's not how it is, but it can be this way.............why not?
I think I am a born DIY revolutionary...Do It Yourself. I don't want to rely on computers, television, the Internet, mass media, mass marketing...I want to grow my own food, make my own clothes, without chemicals, without poor intentions. Technologic and luddite...one can be both. Every time I see Made in China, Made in Pakistan, Made in Bangladesh I wince. I'm wearing some of Made in Chinas. Everyone is...all in the wrong context. High energy water drink...first ingredient: faux-sugar. I want to change this for myself.
Times like these I'm especially spiritual, we all need something to believe in.
PS: the birds are returning, high heels, peep toe, lace and skin, mountains are out....spring???
drinking cream with cream
wish I could be a cat
life would be a dream
The art and science classes coincide in the same building, working together among industrial architecture and full-view windows. I'm realizing that everything can reside peacefully with everything else, as long as no harm is intended. Religion and science, mythos and logos. Happy and sad. Black and white. At least, that's how it should be...it's not how it is, but it can be this way.............why not?
I think I am a born DIY revolutionary...Do It Yourself. I don't want to rely on computers, television, the Internet, mass media, mass marketing...I want to grow my own food, make my own clothes, without chemicals, without poor intentions. Technologic and luddite...one can be both. Every time I see Made in China, Made in Pakistan, Made in Bangladesh I wince. I'm wearing some of Made in Chinas. Everyone is...all in the wrong context. High energy water drink...first ingredient: faux-sugar. I want to change this for myself.
Times like these I'm especially spiritual, we all need something to believe in.
PS: the birds are returning, high heels, peep toe, lace and skin, mountains are out....spring???
01 January 2008 @ 12:50 am
It will be an amazing year.
I burn with question, with creativity, with beauty, and most of all with passion.
(whispers) And I still love this song
I wish the world was flat like the old days
Then I could travel just by folding a map
No more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways
There'd be no distance that can hold us back
There'd be no distance that could hold us back
There'd be no distance that could hold us back
So this is the new year
PS: Shoes, shoes, shoes! I can't wait 'till they come in the mail. And I can't WAIT for that special e-mail.......
I burn with question, with creativity, with beauty, and most of all with passion.
(whispers) And I still love this song
I wish the world was flat like the old days
Then I could travel just by folding a map
No more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways
There'd be no distance that can hold us back
There'd be no distance that could hold us back
There'd be no distance that could hold us back
So this is the new year
PS: Shoes, shoes, shoes! I can't wait 'till they come in the mail. And I can't WAIT for that special e-mail.......
Current Music: French wild love music
28 December 2007 @ 12:25 pm
24 December 2007 @ 06:29 pm
New layout! Thank you to all the inspiration today.
Now I am off to frost a cake and paint my toenails silver.
Now I am off to frost a cake and paint my toenails silver.
24 December 2007 @ 12:49 am
WOW, what a beautiful week. I may be a little sad now, but alas, my heart could just sing! Making ice cream and holiday gifts with my bare hands...I should do this more often. And look...I'm staying up late drawing and typing, just like old times. Wholesome holiday. Goodbye to the mean-spirited, the no-spirited. I crack a pomegranate in my hands and the juice begins to flow. I sigh. This sums up it all.
Happy Holidays, whichever yours may be.
Elizabeth
Happy Holidays, whichever yours may be.
Elizabeth
Current Music: Dance
17 October 2007 @ 12:11 pm